Within the first year of marriage, my husband and I conceived our first child. We were so incredibly excited! I already had a 4 year old daughter; this was our first child together. I had no trouble conceiving and keeping my daughter and didn't in my wildest dreams think I'd be one of "those" people who lost babies. I remember at about week 8 into my first pregnancy with Matt, feeling all my pregnancy symptoms go away. Then the thing a pregnant woman fears most; the sight of blood. It was just spotting at first, but as time went on, it got heavier. I called and talked to midwives and other mom's who had been there before me. I went to the Emergency Room but there was nothing they could do. I knew deep down in my heart this baby wasn't meant for this earth. I remember the day my miscarriage was complete. I felt a lot of pressure, went and sat on the toilet and delivered my baby. I remember hearing scream...