Oh where to start. I'll start with the birth of my last son. The birth of my son Joshua was the biggest disappointment in my life to date - at least that I can think of at the moment. I had worked so hard to prepare for my 2nd Bradley Birth for my 3rd living child. All to end up letting the hospital put me on pitocin. My husband said that I did better with this labor than the one with our son Jon. The thing is...I was doing much worse. I was in way too much pain the last few hours to even utter a word. All I knew was I HAD to stay on the birthing ball so this baby could keep progressing down and I could get the labor over with. I've read all the studies and knew how using an epideral could potentially cause me to have a c-section which is what I did not want. So...I went on this birthing experience with pitocin and without pain meds. Hindsight...I would never again not do pain meds with pitocin. I think it was...